I have to leave Riesse...=(

Tomorrow is the 1st day of the conference and I am leaving Riesse with a much trusted friend...Wendi. I am sooo apprehensive. I have never left any baby of mine before one year...and never for such a long time span 6am to 10pm for 3 days in a row. I have been kissing her and loving her and cuddling her all day. I keep saying I love her over and over again...I think the guilt might take over. I know this is important, but it is just so hard. =(